I have begun to question my own mortality. Fact is no one lives forever and I know this but sometimes its hard to grasp it. There doesn't seem to be concrete evidence that anything at all will happen once we die. Do we go to Heaven, do we go to hell, or do we just die out and cease to exist? What will happen when we close our eyes for the last time? I believe that there are people out there who know what will happen but because the world has evolved as it has we have strayed from those thoughts and beliefs and so those who know what will happen and try to tell others are looked down upon and called crazies. We have moved to far to fast and now the world has become unsympethetic, cold and materialistic. Its not about what we can do for others but about what others can do for us. Its a crying shame. If there is a God I am sure he looks down upon us and frowns of our actions. Sex and money are out of control and play to big apart of the way the world is today. They are the 2 main reasons people hurt or even kill each other. I feel life is shorter than most think or expect and I do believe in God and I believe that we were put here on earth and given life to decide where we will be placed in the after life but people are living life as this is it. Well your all wrong. Most everyone takes life for granted, but what you don't realize is if you live a very healthy life you my live to be 70, 80, or even 90 but eventually you will die. Then what? Well you have to spend your eternity somewhere and what you have done in your life will determine that. You take it for granite that you will wake up everytime you go to sleep, but what if you don't? What if the next time you close your eyes is your last time? Will you have any regrets? Will you have lived each day to your fullest?
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everyone wants to be rich and have someone who will love them like they want to be loved. But why? How many rich people do you see that are genuinely happy? I haven't met any yet. Once you start making a lot of money it becomes a disease. You start making more and then start spending more and before you know it you just can't seem to make enough so you become consumed with the idea of making as much as you can. Then people become not so important anymore. Its all about you now and for what? Can you take it with you when you die? NO! When people lose someone they love either to a break up or death what do they do? They look to God and ask why he has done this. Its not Gods fault. God can only take bad things and help to turn them to good. The world is falling apart beneath us and most people are saying let the next generation worry about it. Well now it may be our generation that has to worry about and pay for what our ancestors have done. I used to be able to see from year to year for instance back in the eighties I could see us moving into the nineties and then to 91, then to 95, but when I look ahead to the year 2000 and beyond I can't see it. I believe the earth is alive and she will protect herself no matter what. The dinosaurs were whiped out. Why? Maybe they were raveging to much and depleting the earth of her resources. So she counter acted by extinguishing most of them. Time has proven that mother earth goes through drastic, unpredictable changes every so many of hundreds or even thousands of years. What and when will be her next drastic change? She has proven in my mind to eliminate her biggest threats through time and right know mankind has become her biggest threat on our quest to be lazy and simplify life and for power and control. I am ashamed to say it but mankind has become a selfish race and I personally await judgement day and there won't be to many people prepared for it. Nothing is given to you. All must be earned through dedication, discipline, and hard work. No one deserves anything. We are suppose to be one of Gods greatest creations and we have let him down. In my mind Jesus has sacrificed his life for nothing, for we have returned back to the same as we were when he laid his life down for us and as life shows we will never change no matter how many people die for the cause. Why is it mankind can never learn from its mistakes?
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